The moral of the story is that you’re not alone. That there are tons of people who feel alone and ache from loneliness, or that crave a release from emotions, or that wish they didn’t spend so much time smiling and feeling hollow.
There are others that understand. And when there are others that understand, how alone can you be?
Anonymous asked: Well, sometimes, I feel like I don't belong. Anywhere. And when I feel that way, I play video games and have conversations with myself as those characters, and make it seem like I have some friends.
When I feel that way, I distract myself more completely by playing a game like Minecraft, Binding of Isaac, or Animal Crossing and watching a movie or TV show on Netflix simultaneously. Current preference is Dexter and Isaac- in that order, from left to right.
Anonymous asked: Sometimes I meditate searching for a way not to control my emotions, but to eliminate my ability to feel them.
I have a bunch of things I’d love to respond with, but they are deeply private matters.